Friday, 12 January 2007.
01:03
It's a riany moody day!! My mood was fine when i work... But i dunnoe y once i realease frm work, my mood sank.. I feel lonely!! I kept on ask myself wad's life?? My world becoming very aimless and unmeaningful. I kept on asking myself where i am going now, where's the real me, what am i doing now?? I juz couldn't understand life! Can anyone give a real good defination??

The weather has really brought my mood to the lowest!! I went shopping alone aft work!! The shops r empty juz as what my heart felt. when i'm busy, i need a break! When i'm free, i want something 4 me to occupy my life. I dunnoe why i'm sad!! I juz hope that my life could turn better each day!! I hate this type of feeling!!!

Today i went home by 70! The jams make me think alot as i travel in the 1 Hour journey.. I look thru the wetty floor and the many paterns umbrella... Is this Life 4 everyone?? Does this people happy with their life?? Perhaps yes... I not sure...

I have a urge of listening a song 我們怎麼了(Wo Men Zen Me Le). I listen 4 all the versions by S.H.E... I listen thru the journey till i reach home. I sang it out. Thereafter, I wanted to listen again, I on my phone. Finally i'm enough! But the radio did not stop me!! It played the song once i switch on the radio!! 4get it! That's coincedence...

Just hang up the phone with esther, She msg me. I can sense that she's terrible. She could not balance between friends and relationship. She wanted to accompany us, she oso wanted to accompany him. I guess that's life. We need to sacrisfise some things and gain something. Cheer up my pal... :)

Let me share this sad song to ya guys!!

Pic Says: 我(Wo)

Pic Says: 們(Men)

Pic Say: 怎(Zen)

Pic Say: 麼(Me)

Pic Say: 了(Le)

Loneliness, aimless, Life..?
Here we go the song...



music. The notesthat counts. no music no life


THE HOST

Mr.jOeL CST

Age: 17
Birth Date: 13 september 1989
Gender: Male
Astrological Sign: Virgo
Zodiac Year: Snake
School: Yio Chu Kang primary school[1996~2001], Hougang secondary school[2002~2006], Singapore Poly(DMAT)[CURRENTLY]
CCAs: YCKPS Choir, HS Symphonic Band, SP Symphonic Band, SP Strings Ensemble
Occupation: Studet
Location: Singapore
About Me

HAHA!!! I jUz sAy I'm a VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GOOD PerSon!!! hAhA!!! :P
Interests

LisTen MusiC WaTch TV oNLinE gO WINDOW sHoPPinG etc!!! ALso liKe tO TaKe LonG bUs riDeS AnD LiStEn tO mY mP3!!
Favourite Movies

Alot.... tOO maNy tO nAmE... cOs i'M aFraid u wiLL fALL aSlEEp... :O Also depend on the period of time.
Favourite Music

OMG!!! MUSIC!! HOW cAn i nOt hAf muSic.... jUz muSic anD i wiLL LikE!!!!!!!!!!! But like more on S.H.E, Jay Chou, Evan Yo, Wilber Pan, Jolin Tsai, Ah mei etc...
Favourite Books

sOrrY!! tOO LazY to rEad wOrdS!! thAt iS Y i hAf mY PicToriA bLog!!! hAhA

WANTS AND NEEDS

1st Wish
LeArn An iNsTrUmEnT(piAnO oR gUiTaR oR jAzz sEt oR sTriNg oR cHiNeSe iNsTruMeNt!! hAhA oR eVen uPgRaDe mY eUphOniUm!!(
2nD WiSh
Try OuT aLL tHe fOOd oN eArTh
3rD WiSh
TrAveL aRnD tHe whOLe sUch aS TaiWan, hOnGKonG, aUstRaLia, kOreA, jApAn, aFicA, Eygpt, EuRoPe cOunTriEs(VenIcE, pAriS eTc)!!!
4tH WiSh
Can Build up my body!!!
5tH WisH
EvEryoNe'S hAppY!!!!!!
6tH WiSh
EvErdAy hAf 8 hRs oF sLeeP!!
7tH WiSh
bUy tHe NeCCessAry iNstRumEnT fOr pRac
8tH wiSh
JoiN iN tHe GSS
9tH WisH
WaiTinG fOr S.H.E N JAY aRRivAL

Wishes not in oRdEr!!

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Aaron(dAzHu)
Azizul(fAnjAr)
Bryan
Carol
Chai Lin
Charles
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Chiew Xuan(ChEwY)
Crystal
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Grace
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Hanis
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HSSB-Clarinet
HSSB-Trumpet
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Jerrick
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JiaYing
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mAy
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TANK
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